Egg Donor texts me last night asking me if I want to go to a Raven’s practice game in August.
Apparently all three of my siblings and her boyfriend are going and they all want to meet me.
I really don’t feel comfortable with that. Honestly, I’d rather meet Justin, Salynn and Kalin but I’m just not okay with her yet.
It’s on a Thursday so I’ll be working so I guess there’s my excuse.
I really don’t understand myself. I shouldn’t feel bad about turning her offer down but that’s just my stupid fucking personality.
The power just went out. >:(
If I ever meet Ville Valo I will have him draw a Heartagram and write “Sweet Pandemonium” beneath it and I will make a beeline for a tattoo shop and have his handwriting inked into my skin. It’s gonna be fucking awesome.
Having the words ” love yourself” tattoo on your arm in ville valo hand writting
makes it easier to not self harm honestly I think about it and then its like ” NO those are words from ville don’t you fucking dare go against that”
I’m glad it helps you! I’m trying to get a similar tattoo. I really want his handwriting on me, too. :)